hoooo…what a tough month..feels like i had enough of this tense already but the tense just don’t wanna go away:(…huuu…desperately need some refreshment to wash the stress away! what to do??mom, i miss u..i miss your cook and your presence but i can’t go back now..i have a “war” to finish…pray for me mom..i just don’t have the gut to tell u this..mianhee…
i miss her…why is she so far away??why can’t she be reached??i need a friend..a true friend that will hear me, a true friend that will always be beside me, during up and down..how i miss u badly that my days are not the same as ever…please be here soon…how i wish u can read this…huhuu
i hate this feeling..it makes me look bad…it makes me tensed…it makes me hate myself even more…geez…if…and if only i can control this bad feeling! arrgghhh! stress, just go away!! away from my life!
this month is the final month…hope so…please…please be strong!!