The best chilli crab in town and siakap 3 rasa. Scrumptious! Delicious!
Fried squid and seafood tomyam. Finger licking good! Awesome tomyam! Should come back for more next time! 🙂
Variety of dipping sauces and fresh veggies.
From left: mom, youngest bro and me.
Do we resemble each other? Hehee..
My 2 little brothers.
We travelled from home to Lynda 2 Ikan Bakar Kuala Perlis just for dinner and the meals were amazing! Worth the long journey of an hour an half. Highly recommended for anyone who visits Perlis. Happy eating guys! (^^,)v
Finally I found the Merdeka theme for this 2014 celebration. Done with the paper work last night (after 3 hours spent to type each and every details!) and I only need to add this small details to complete my paper work and then submit to my superior. Work is nearly done. Though I freaking wish we don’t have that meeting. I dislike meeting. Period.
Its not me to reveal my inner feelings in words but sometimes words can better describe how I feel. See, I am playing with words now. No, I am not going to write a tale here. Not even an essay. I will leave that to my students to write their essays.
Okay, I am not being real here. Not straight-to-the-point either. The point is, I am blabbering here for an obvious reason. I want to let you know how I feel. Right now, I am feeling miserable, out-of-earth-kind-of-feeling, annoyed, hideous, awful, and etc etc. Yes, I don’t describe it well. But you get the feeling, right?
Only Allah SWT knows how I tried to come up with various ways to overcome this, but still the outcome and flow is not what I imagined. Yes, we do not get what we want in life but the truth hurts. It cut deeps down like a blade and you just keep bleeding. And the more you ty to recover, they put more salt into your bleeding wounds. Ouch, that really hurts!
I tried and tried to be selfish but I failed miserably. Why can’t I save my heart or at least try to? I keep others’ feelings in check but why can’t I do the same to mine? Yes, I keep pondering about it as well. My tears are all drained now and I won’t cry. At least, not in public. Secluded, isolated, alone. Maybe. Keeping my feelings hidden. Thats what I do best, I guessed.
May Allah SWT grand me happiness one day and answers all my prayers. Save me from all this Allah. Sooner or later. Amin.